Visions of Jesus

One development which took me quite by surprise was the start of a series of visions and experiences of Jesus and the Christ consciousness which continue today. Though thankful for these experiences, I was so uncomfortable with them I didn’t even mention them to my teacher at the beginning, as they were hard for me to accept. They started with short appearances by Jesus in my meditations and visions. He would simply appear with no direct interactions. These continued with him appearing at different ages, different looks as he might be known in different countries and cultures. One day he turned and looked right at me, an acknowledgement it seemed. I wrestled with this wondering why me? Another day soon after I was in a deep mediation and he walked past me and as he did the edge of his resonance touched mine, and though I may never find the words to describe what I felt I would say to you that I have a knowing of what the word Grace means, a softness and calm, beauty and compassion consumed my entire awareness. It is something I will never forget, a gift that I may never reconcile my worthiness of.

Since then the images have been much clearer and I’ve been shown scenes of his time on earth and many short visions in today’s time frame. Many times I’ve seen visions of the stigmata and the parts of the crucifixion, and often on myself. One day while on a job after seeing a vision of the spear of destiny I felt a piercing blow to my chest, I looked around to see what hit me thinking part of our equipment had broken loose and struck. I couldn’t find anything to explain it but had a wound in my chest that I could easily feel, the pain was quite intense and made it difficult to lay down and sleep at night, it lasted for a month. Thou I’ve seen the stigmata in the various places on my body and mostly in my right hand I’ve often prayed not to actually get it in 3d. The attention one would get from it is something I’m just not interested in nor can I see a purpose in it at this point anyway.

My teacher once asked me what had I asked JC, to which I quickly replied “nothing”, the problem with asking him anything in my view was that he just might answer. And then what I would have heard, some divine instruction or information... Yikers! At this point I’m grateful to just watch and see what continues to unfold.

Sincerely,

AS