I have recently had the privilege to be the facilitator at a number of Ayahuasca ceremonies in Ecuador with Darpan, a dear friend who I consider to be one of the most experienced western shamans with whom I have worked.  

The power of the sacred plant never ceases to amaze me. The ceremonies have been very healing for all involved as well as being very visionary.

My fifth night was very intense with the medicine being the strongest it has been for me for some time. It kicked in almost immediately and I was taken and shown the world at the edge of insanity. For three hours I was surrounded by a madness so intense that it almost overwhelmed me.  I was at a loss to understand what and why I was being shown this. After the madness subsided I received an amazing insight into what I had experienced.

Gaia showed me how, if mankind does not turn away from its destructive cycle towards the planet,  one of the ways she would rebalance the planet would be to release DMT, phenethylamines and triptamines into the atmosphere ...but not lasting 15 minutes or even 2 to 3 hours .... rather 7 days. 

You can imagine the result. She showed me the world going insane as they could not cope with what they saw ... the DMT infiltrated everything including the computer networks. Only a handful of humans survive the trauma of what they were shown about themselves and the human condition.

Only those with pure unconditional love in their hearts and who have experience of plant medicines to prepare them for an event like this have a chance of surviving. 

Talking with Darpan afterwards he told me that he had been shown visions of Gaia releasing DMT into human beings from their pineal glands (DMT is normally released only two times in the human lifespan - at birth and death) so the world in this case would be experiencing death by insanity. He also felt that this event would occur sooner rather than later and might coincide with the end of the 26,000 year Mayan calendar cycle in 2012 as Gaia and mankind rush towards a new consciousness.   "Ding Ding ... time to get on the bus ...."

(TL)

(From Stuart: Dear Tom, I was shown this very same thing some years ago here it is below)

Eyes Open (sw)

I lay on my bed at 8 am to meditate and immediately I saw the hell worlds and the ghouls, this was back in the summer of 2005 and I was not as well versed in fighting in the dark worlds as I later became.

The experience was very intense and scary. I opened my eyes and got up to make a coffee, but I could still the ghouls and the demonic world eyes open or shut. I couldn’t get rid of them. I was becoming a bit desperate and like Tom’s experience above I did not understand why I was being shown these worlds.

I battled on for three hours immersed in this hellish state  and just as I felt I was going round the bend and that I should call a taxi to go to the hospital for help, the visions instantly stopped. Later the Beings explained that I had to see what it would be like for the world if they ever saw the truth of their hellish sentiments and cruelty to Gaia and what they emit day-to-day. I was told quite clearly the day will come. 

I have been so lambasted and pilloried for my teachings about the other worlds, both celestial and evil, it would be great if the whole world could see what the visionaries and I see and know the truth of it all.

Once people can see the truth they can be rescued and brought back, but while they are trotting along blindfolded, oblivious …vaporizing in their feigned wonderfulness, hurting Gaia as they do, the ghouls will always have the people in their grip and so the upper hand. (sw)

A Kind Word (TL)

Often, when I am deep within an Ayahuasca  journey when I’m attending at ceremonies in Ecuador, I will get an instruction such as “go outside and attend now” or “outside - two minutes”.

On one occasion last November I received similar instruction and I made my way into the garden. The plants, grass and trees were alive, resplendent and full of fractals and, as I glanced over to the vortex on the lawn, the hooded sages were standing majestically and silently in a circle.

A voice in my ear said “go the steps” and I instinctively walked round the lawn to find a friend of mine sitting there. My friend was experiencing a particularly challenging journey, being shown a hitherto unseen part of his shadow, locked into a repetitive cycle.

I went up to him and his darkness was superimposed over his face in the form of dark fractals that spun and twisted his face grotesquely out of proportion, as though there was another entity trying to force entry inside him. Moments later, after a short conversation and a reassuring smile, his face slowly came back to normal and the darkness left him. Task completed, I left and immediately went deeply back into my own journey.

It’s amazing how a kind word and a reassuring hand can change the energy of someone’s journey. (TL)

TL

On this journey you never know when something will occur

While lying down one evening, in a quiet moment outside in the garden of the hotel where I was staying, I heard the words “The Being are going to appear to you – they will not be as you expect them to be”.

Moments later I was lifted vertically via my etheric off the ground and taken at supersonic speed into space above a planet. There, some distance in front of me, two giant crystalline entities hovered several miles apart. White flashing bolts streaked out of each entity, forming a bridge of communication between them, pulsing and resonating. I floated between them at a distance, in awe of their beauty and power.

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Moments later I was taken to a park where a lone hooded figure sat in the moonlight on a wooden bench. The figure beckoned me over and I moved slowly over to sit beside it. The figure uncovered its face to reveal a feminine figure of amazing beauty. Her face was hazy and mercurial but her left eye was an incredibly beautiful fractal eye shimmering with all the colours of the rainbow.

She was so beautiful that I was mesmerised. I felt that I sat there for hours before the female figure nodded to her left and out of the corner of my eye I saw six slender 10-12 foot tall, figures standing in state, silently observing, who on seeing that I had noticed them, bowed and then sped away at tremendous speeds. To my right a slender fractal angel with wings appeared hovering in the air resonating with beauty, protection and love.

To have seen these Beings for the first time was deeply humbling. An experience I will never forget. I have had the privilege to see the Tall Boys and the hooded fractal-eyed female on several occasions since. (T.L.)

Not all visions can be serious, in fact some can be quite comical.

One evening, while meditating outside, I was taken on a flight through the star systems at lightning speeds passing through galaxies and past planets, suns and constellations. I heard the words “Stop Now” and I was taken to a world populated by thin, short 4 foot high “bird” people all dressed in frosted silver armour with long 18 inch metal plumes rising at 45 degrees out of the back of their heads and equally long pointed metallic beaks.

I stood silently among them in a town square, unnoticed. The crowd stood cold and quiet for a while when suddenly trumpets sounded and a procession of royalty meandered out of a gateway and through a passage in the crowd, all arrogant and proud. They looked so silly as they strutted along demanding to be noticed. The crowd crowed and jostled and in their excitement flicked their heads from side to side, their long metal beaks and plumes bumping into each other and creating sheer pandemonium as they hit the plumes and beaks of other bird people causing a ripple effect of clunks, chaos and confusion.

The chaos and confusion spread to the royal procession as the royal dignitaries began turning their heads to observe the crowd they also began to bang their plumes and beaks into each other. After a couple of minutes the scene turned so ridiculous that I started to laugh out loud drawing attention to my presence. I heard the words “time to leave” and I returned to my meditation. (T.L.)

The Tolemac Giants. During one meditation I opened my eyes and looked up to see two immense towering figures made of stone above me. They were so tall, over a 100 feet, that I could not see their faces. They felt friendly and after a while the figures slowly stooped down to greet me and I saw two friendly faces. One of them said, “We are the guardians of the Tolemac Castle. There is no need for fear. It is protected”. They showed me that the castle or castles could hide themselves invisibly if danger was near.

The Castle. Late into the evening at the hotel I was staying, I was taken to the Tolemac Castle. Many of the people I have journeyed with over the past two years were there in a huge courtyard, all dressed elegantly and resplendently. The atmosphere was beautiful, happy, full of laughter, light and honour. No fear, anger, jealousy, envy - all equal and one, a perfect union. I realised that I was being shown the new dignity that will come from ever growing more humble, wider and none-judgmental. What a privilege to be blessed with a glimpse of this.

The Assembly of the Tolemac. After this I was taken to a huge hall, looking down from above at a vast round table about which were 24 hooded figures, standing with swords in their hands. Each of the figures placed their sword on the table with the point towards the centre. I heard the word “this is the Tolemac”. It was deeply moving. TL