Standing your Ground & Blowing Love (Jeff C.)
Thursday, January 29, 2009 at 3:56AM As I first started to have visions sometimes they would be very beautiful. The celestial ones are always so amazing and awe inspiring. Then there were other times my visions would turn dark or quite spooky. As Mr. Wilde has said several times, as you start to work on yourself the ghouls will try to scare you and stop you from moving forward.
Many times dark evil faces or entities would pop up in my visions as I started to have visions or just show up and taunt me. Other times normal looking people would show up in my vision and then their face or part of their face would melt or become less symmetrical/ghoulish looking. I even had a vision of a person I know well and as I looked at him he seemed normal. But then the right side of his face melted away, just literally slid off his face, and he had a red 'ghoul' eye with a green skull...that one threw me a little at first...but it showed me some of his darknessand and allowed me to better understand who he was.
What has worked for me in these situations was to first stand my ground. I would just settle myself, relax my breath and show no fear...it was hard sometimes, but as you begin to do this it becomes easier each time as the ghouls are not used to people doing this. Then I would face the darkness or entity and breathe love towards it. I would visualize the love coming from my heart. Sometimes the breath would come out in short pursed breaths, other times in three quick breaths. Every time I have done this it has helped and the darkness leaves or I would move through it back to a more celestial vision. Jeff C.
Reader Comments (34)
Hi Mr Jeff, I find what your saying very interesting. My daughter and I participated in a ayahuasca journey in 2005, she was 16yrs old. She had an experience of seeing a middle aged woman there who morphed into what she described as a beautiful, sensual, much younger woman, she made a comment that she saw her inner beauty. Since then she has experiences of her eyes blurring and seeing a totally different person or thing in front of her, mostly very scary, some people she won't go near, even though they outwardly look like a very nice person. She has had some very amazing insights on people and her intuition is impeccable, I trust what she says very much. She says when the images get too much, she blows at it very gently - somthing she say the Shaman taught her on one of her aya journeys
Hi Jeff
I saw while meditating the dark nasty faces, many near each other like they formed a wall around me. I didn't try to blow love to them but i wasn't afraid of them either. Instead i just called the forces of light and the second i did that i saw a friend of mine looking at me like he was surprised or caught red handed,with his back towards me.
He had a hunchback and i know he is a living ghoul down here on earth. I just told him to feck off. Was a bit surprised, mostly because i treated him like a brother and i would never imagined a stab in the back from him. Now i learned that ghouls are ghouls.
After that episode hell broke out in my life.Problems began to pop up from people that i tought were good, even from family members. False accusations against me , discrimination at work, just to name a few. It was like a hell. Nice one.
Now it went a bit quiet but i know they'll be back. Every time i try to 'move a little bit' someone always try to create problems. I tried the love vibe and it worked for a time but what to do when you're faced with blackmagicians and company? ...and the shadow.
Thank you .
Hi Jeff
Thank you for sharing your valuable experiences here. I would like to share my experience here and would like to know what you think about it.
I have been having major problems with my wife for a number of years. Recently I saw her whole face morph into a look of pure evil. It happened while i was awoken as she walked into the room at night. Since then I have avoided her company even though we still live together because of other issues.
I use my anger to defend myself against the ghouls and if my wife is a ghoull then it worked in a peculiar way. If I just kept to my own self and started becoming happier she would confront me and make me angry.
It was weird in the sense that if I was angry there seemed to be peace in the house however I was dying because of my defensive behaviour.
So the conclusion I have reached seems to be in the same tune as what you have written. Which is that the ghouls don't want us to have inner peace and our anger probably makes them stronger. I did try to resolve one arguement with smiles and it went away very quickly. So to succeed as a great warrior, just blow love.
Hi Jeff,
I look forward to this conversation being very helpful. I've come to realize that the way I was raised to think - to take responsibility for the wrongs in the world and to be very sacrificial - are ego trips rather than goodness. I'm breaking it down with the help of Stuart's books and tapes for which I'm very grateful.
I think it's possible that in being around pain and suffering for so many years I let in some cold or ghouls into my body. I remember the day that cold got in, and I know it was this cold that set in as rheumatoid arthritis. It seems to get worse when I am trying my hardest to heal. For example, I attended Stuart's Las Vegas seminar and upon leaving to go home I could hardly walk - I had to go through the airport barefoot I was under such attack.
I want to heal myself of course and rid myself of this dis-ease. My efforts have been to break down the ego's structures and BE the three graces, and it is my hope that in being better I will feel better. If you have comments or suggestions to offer, I would love that.
Thank you - Ida
Dear Kung Fu Panda,
The band of faces a lot of times is a band of spirits stuck near our earth that Mr. Wilde has written about many times. Being patient and continuing to meditate and focusing on a lot of the teachings will get you past that.
As far as your friend and people around you, they all have darkness in them as do we all. We're a mixture of both light and dark and we have to process our own stuff and try to love ourselves for who we truly are...all issues...this is the biggest challenge. As you process your own stuff your perception will change and you may have a better understanding of what is going on. While doing this, you have to love everyone else.
The gentleman I know who's face slid off...was a very good friend of mine. And it saddens me that he is so dark, but maybe that is his journey for this lifetime. Don't know. I still love him because he is happy with who he is with, but I'm also careful when I am around him.
Hope that helped. Sincerely, Jeff
Dear Jeff,
thank you for posting and sharing your knowledge here. We feel very grateful that we have access to this information. It is a real honour.
I just listened to the new audio "Pristine" and it really came at the exact right time. Thanks a lot Stuart for putting this up. Also the "destroying the tubes" move from one of your last articles is really really helpful.
One question which we have is, are there more ways to navigate through live, when doing the daily necessary things and protect ourselves here in 3-D? We threw out our tv years ago, stopped watching violent movies, listening to negative music, avoiding negative people and areas e.t.c, which helped us a lot. But when we go out to do daily things, we often come home and feel immensily drained, sometimes deep pain in the muscles or like some kind of etheric cloak was put upon us.
I know we have to suffer the negativity and also the pain of humanity out there, but is there a way (besides processing our shadow) to protect ourselves from getting jumped by ghoulish entities/negative forces when we go through our live in 3-D?
It feels like the black attention is getting stronger and stronger.
We would appreciate any insight. You guys are the best!
Much much love and strength to all of you,
Olli and Feli
Dear Aditya,
I can't tell you what to do with your relationship as I'm not a counselor only you truly know what is best for you and your situation... The evil face you saw and the anger you are feeling could just be from not communicating or her feelling the same way you do...none of us are squeaky clean. Try to let your anger go as that does feed the ghouls. Hope that helped bro. Love, Jeff
Dear Ida,
Sounds like you doing some things to help yourself. I can feel a lot of pain in your writing and you sound very heavy laden...little joy. But you are trying which is an awesome move. Keep going with the 3 graces and try to be lighter/happier...get your focus off your di-sease and pain as you call it and get out in nature, eat healthy food, drink a bunch of water, play with a dog and really connect with it, walk if it's comfortable... Have some FUN... Make sure you to tell yourself you love your life and yourself. Sincerely, Jeff
Hi Jeff,
Like what you're doing here. I just wanted to add that Love Blowing is really nice. I have been practicing it in a similar but different manor. Its liberating. I learned that the feeling of calm and peacefulness (which is cultivated through this gesture) is enhanced through smiling to it your Heart without thinking why where or how to do so. Letting more of yourself enjoy this peaceful feeling strengthens the Heart... it shows your truly grateful, i reckon. Simple yet powerful.
The Teachings are from an Indonesian man named Irmansyah Effendi, who is currently dedicated helping people realize and open their Hearts. Have you ever heard of his programs? Reiki TUMMO or Open Heart Meditation stuff? It's unreal how far he takes this... truly a blessing
Love and Light
Dear Jeff,
Thank you for your perceptive response and your advice, which I will take with pleasure.
Ida
Hi Jeff, thank you for your reply. I have realised that i have to control my anger and life for me will become more peaceful. I have seen that blowing love to strangers brings a certain calm around me.
I look forward to more of your experiences. Cheers
Dear Olli and Feli,
After reading your post you are doing a lot of things to help yourself already, and getting hits is part of the process and the journey. I can't tell from your response if you are getting a direct hit or just getting gunk on you. As you process more and more the hits will likely have less of an effect. There are a lot of things that work, and here are a few things to try...
If you have the blue light pen from Heaylight (I think it's the infinity) using that will help...just shine it over your body, putting lavender oil every few days on your crown, 3rd eye, throat, and heart chakra (a couple drops each) does help as well as some of the dark forces do not like that smell.
Go out into nature at least once a week & really connect with it and get you and/or your loved ones away from people and the buzz of cities for sometime. This really helps...just listen to the trees, the wind, the animals. Let that be your focus for some time.
One other item that really helps me is to pray (read Stuart's article on Praying or Effective God Bothering...great article Stuart, thank you....). Pray for protection to whomever you pray. Until then bro, keep plugging along. Take care, Jeff
Dear Turtle,
I don't the technique or process you are discussing, but it sounds nice and if works for you then keep going with it. Thanks, Jeff
Dear Jeff,
thank you so much for your answer! Moving away from the big city is the next step on our journey, we are really looking forward to it, even more so now as you have mentioned this! :)
Hopefully we'll meet one day so we can thank you in person (maybe in Ecuador! :). This section is really really helpful. The way you answer all the questions with so much love and care is beyond words. Thank you very much.
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Much love and strength to you
Olli and Feli
Dear Jeff:
Thanks for sharing your stories. I find this all so fascinating. I had experiences years ago while doing a lot of meditating with ugly creatures and some beautiful ones. I was blind though, I could not see, but was feeling it all and hearing it all. I did stop meditating, because I scared myself so. When I got pinned down by some ugly creatures, I knew I was screwed if I fought. So I calmed myself down and a voice said to me, "this is just fear". Then I said (like the other dude posted) "feck off". Immediately it released. (but I did hear this awful inhuman growl). You are so right, showing no fear gives you a bit "o" power. I'm going to join the Redeemers and the Hooded Sage, for guidance.
What helped me with darkness is when I learned it was all God, No matter what I was looking at, dark or light, it was all God. So when a really dark person is around I try to remember that.
I also say, "I am that too". Keeps me humble, makes me have compassion for the person I am looking at. Saying "I forgive everyone for everything" (thanks Stu), helps me as well.
I also learned how to control my immune system and remove disease. When I joined this web college (cure drive) and started to work with their "hub", right away I was led to the lessons on Demonic and Alien influences. It blew me away, because I had been reading all of Stuarts stuff on the demonic and old Mexican Native stuff on the demonic. Anyhow, I learned that I send demons to people as well as they send them to me. They get into our organs and make us sick. But I also learned to remove them and stop sending them.
I'd love to develop this sight and have a new determination. I get visions in and out of sleep, but have not achieved that theta state through meditation. I wake up during sleep and vision. Reading all these stories helps so much and thanks from the bottom of my beating heart for them. I've been asking for help.
Love Cathy
Dear Jeff.
Could you please tell me how to exorcise/remove the cube and the black blob ghouls from infested humans?
Kind regards and thank you in advance
Lara
Dear Jeff.
I have silently been tagging along behind and with Stuart Wilde for many many years. It is such a great joy to find you all on this blog! It feels like sunlight filtered through the sacred trees in a forest glen. I am dancing inside!
I am so interested in your experiences with melting faces.
I thought for a couple of decades that I was alone in seeing these faces.
For me, it started when I was a small child of about six or seven. I would just see the movie of the melting faces almost every night before I drifted off to sleep. The faces went away for good when I was about 25 or so. I finally told them to scram and it worked.
Amazing really, as I thought/felt they were just something that I was supposed to see forever.
At first they were simply terrifying and would make me cry. I grew to simply feel sorry for these people/entities as I grew up and tried my best to visualize them "unmelting" and becoming beautiful. This did not work. I figured out that they could do no harm to me but that for some reason, I was a witness to their melting. In the end, they just went elsewhere.
As I reflect on this from my present age and viewpoint of so many years later, it seems that my quest began much earlier than I realized. I was living a happy, safe and really joyful childhood and youth. I often wondered if they felt safe showing me their great sufferings. The experiences have at the very least shaped a feeling of great compassion.
I once thought that.. I simply wondered... if the melting faces were from a
past life experience of dying in Hiroshima. After all, my soul group of children born just after the war was all about peace.
All good wishes to you!
jonipr
Dear Lara,
As we progress on the journey each person can be given gifts (Stuart's new book discusses this topic quite well). One such gift would be to remove darkness/ghouls from others...
Some people will have this gift, others will have other gifts. Basically, what it comes down to is the person has to be willing to face the darkness that this stuff or artifact has attached to, own up to it, love this aspect of themselves, and then be willing to change. If they can do that, then there is a chance that the darkness may just leave.
If the darkness is deeply rooted or an entity is present, then they would likely need to go and see someone who can remove the stuff like an Aya trip with Mr. Wilde where a shaman could possibly help. I hope this helped. Sincerely, Jeff
Hi Jeff:
Thank you for the info. I first read about the Greys etc in Stuarts books. I have felt surrounded by them. (I feel not see) and did what you said. Sent the love toward them from my heart. I also like to ask Goddess to fill my body and my home with love and light. That seems to deter them also. I recently say my first evil face the other night so I sent it to the Goddess. Then just went to sleep.
Carolyn
Hi Jeff,
sorry my english but what you mean by 'own up to it' ?
Thank you.
Jeff,
First of all thanks for doing this post. A couple of questions for you if I may. I started becoming aware of demons and demonic forces just a few years ago. Since then, I seem to have drawn some key people into my life that have entities/ demons associated with them. I can recognize a couple different entities by their energetic feel. These entities have attacked me on several occasions, the latest series has taken place when I am sleeping. They fill my head with ridiculous dreams, seemingly to suck energy from me, be it anger or fear or even sexual energy. Just the other night one jumped on my chest and evoked a momentary fright, knocking the air out of me. I have encountered them during waking hours also. On one occasion I felt a presence fill the entire room with a suffocating dark energy. It also seemed the temperature dropped a few degrees. I made that one leave by watching the best of Saturday Night Live and laughing as hard as I could; deep belly laughs.
Although I am able to banish the entities once I am aware of them, either by laughing at them or sending love to them, I also wonder how to help the people that seem to be carriers or vessels for them. I get the feeling I am here to help banish their demons, but am struggling as to how exactly that is to be done. All help is appreciated.
By the by, I can also see the demons in people's faces. They have trouble looking at me directly and generally will have to squint one eye and/ or look away from me frequently. I don't dislike them entirely. They seem like bad dogs that I have to either shoo away or rehabilitate if possible.
Sincerely,
T.Michael
Hello Jeff, I hope this finds you strong,
I have many tales but as a child of about4 I saw the neighbour standing on her coffin, needless to say everyone else thought she was inside. We migrated to Australia where I went to a convent primary school. When most girls played at recess I spent it on a pew talking to God, Jesus, Mary and the Ark Angels. My only interests were sports; I was in the swimming team, athletics team, cross country team, gymnastics team and ballet. I realise now that I was training. In 2004ish I started feeling the Morph very strongly. Floors would disappear, walls melted people walked in and out of my room and constant hooded guards by my bed. I would wake up exhausted and bruised. And one day I began seeing my experiences, I went through a dimension and came out in another world through a lift that opened up in a rock. Where I was greeted by my commander and we went into battle. Mostly I was sort of a scout along the ground, but often engaged in battle. The battles were fierce, fire, explosions, beings and machines that I do not know who they were. I always knew when I was going and often whilst at work or picking up kids I would here massive explosions. I participated for about a year and have not really been back. I know that it has shifted and perhaps I will be back. I learned many things about ghouls and fear or the lack of it. I have one thing I have just learnt, when I’m in the train or the city (I work in the centre). Sometimes you can feel the darkness starring at you, it knows you, I am always still, breathe steady and calm. I stamp my foot hard on the earth (sometimes physically) and send vibrations through the ground it always gets them. When I am squizzed in the commute, I say “brother I know who you are join me in the light, fight with us, I love you and all is well, you are welcomed”. I know this sounds dramatic but it works. Trains can be deadly to my energy. I did go through stags of doubt, but always Stuart would have a book or a writing that mirrored my experiences, I knew we weren’t alone. Now I have the strength, it came with my years. Staying sure, strong, more caring and knowing without a doubt that everyone is my brother and that all energy is equal, when you look at me and I at you, know that there is no difference, yes even the ghouls they have chosen there’s and I mine and you yours. But we all come from the same source. This will give you super human strength. God will be with you.
P.S Mother Aya took me to the Aluna ( the mind inside nature) through the plant kingdom, animal kingdom to pure love, so I know inside my self that I am all, and the strength in the forces of Gaia.
Dear Jeff,
Please, I need your advice.
What can you do when you reached the bottomless pit of despair and there is no willingness to get up and move on? When your world is without color and joy and you don’t even care anymore? When you know your Soul is lost in the pain of your broken heart?
What do you do when you don’t even care because you’re lost in the grieving? When riding the black river of helplessness while wallowing in self pity, with only a strong determination to keep afloat and wondering at the Divine Lesson?
With no light at the end of the tunnel how do you go on?
Anyone available for a kick in the b*t? But then, on a second thought, as much as I want someone to do that, to have some incentive to go on... I cannot ask anyone to do it. To ask someone to come willingly in the ghoulish world where I am trapped by my self-importance? Hmm... I cannot wish this on anyone.
Well, I have my answers then, right here in my face: to pray and pray and pray that my fierce determination will care me out, sometime, from the darkness to more greyish kind of worlds.....
Thank you for listening,
C.
A warrior sees the enemy
A warrior fights the enemy
A warrior goes blind from fighting
A warrior is held captive for going blind
A warrior learns to listen silence
A warrior learns to be quiet
A warrior learns to meditate
A warrior in his meditation walks through walls
A warrior in his meditation regains his sight
A warrior is not just a warrior.
A warrior is also the sage.
A warrior sage is born.
Dear abc,
What I meant by 'owning up to it' is basically admit your faults or dark traits, except them as part of you. Typically they are the wounded inner child that keeps popping up because we won't love it. If we own them, make ourselves whole and love the light and the dark we move along the journey faster. Hope that helped. Jeff