Defending the Space (TL)
Sunday, February 8, 2009 at 7:58AM Training. On several occasions I have been requested to defend the space in an ayahuasca ceremony. Basically my task is to ensure that no negative force gets close to several warriors during the ceremony from a specific direction, basically with the order “none shall pass”. On the first occasion I heard the words “two minutes”. At what seemed to be exactly two minutes I was shown a technique of pointing at the ghouls and firing at them, while at the same time using a “per-choo” air dart. I tested this out for awhile, learning how to form the darts and sounds in my mouth and firing them off and I then heard the words “training mission, two minutes”. I was transported to a broken and barren hellish wasteland teaming with advancing small red and black fractal spiders. I use the technique on them as they advanced and as I did so they exploded and evaporated.
The Demonic Army. On another occasion I was confronted with a vast army of demonic beings, marching in ranks of over a hundred wide and as far back as the eye could see, thousands of them. I fought them for what seemed like an age and just when I was beginning to feel like their massed ranks would overwhelm me, and I feared I would fail in my charge and they would reach the people I was charged with defending. Suddenly, a staff appeared in my hands. Instinctively I slammed the tip of the staff into the ground and it sent an energy shock way out in front of me that totally destroyed the advancing figures. The rest of the night was uneventful.
The Tentacled Blob. I have also been confronted with a grotesque 30-40ft high creature with thousands of white and red needles like tentacles (as I fought it I heard the words “100,000”). I held it at bay for a considerable period and when I felt that I was tiring I was suddenly inspired to use the confusion technique that Stuart had taught us. I shouted out mentally ... “Stop, you’re in the wrong place ... the palace is in that direction.” It stopped advancing and with a look of bewilderment backed off and, completely confused, went in the opposite direction. TL
Reader Comments (20)
Wow. I've been on 5 aya trips in Peru. But you can get the aya analogs online and do it on your own. I have on occasion wrestled with why people, including the shamanic apprentice I met there, tell you you should never do aya on your own. I did have 2 terrifying (but instructive) experiences out of the 5, and it wasn't clear to me then what the shamans were doing to ease my way, coz I continued in misery for quite a bit after they attended to me. This post gives me some insight. loveandlove
Hi TL
Interesting, I feel that what you have written here, I could use in my own unique way.
I remember Stuart Wilde writing about a battle going on in the mirror world and that its touching all of us even if we are not aware of it. He also wrote that if we go just a little bit up in our awareness the ghouls come to us and try to scare us off.
In my case if I reach a certain threshold(of awareness) and climb into a new level, I see ghouls chasing me in my dreams. Last night when this happened I woke up as they were just about to get me, however I decided to blow love to them, while awake, in the darkness of my room and then fell to sleep peacefully.
No more nightmares and I could feel them leaving. It was a nice feeling.
Next time I'll try a combination of confusion and love if my level of awareness at that time enables me to do so.
Lots of love to all of you who visit this site.
in reference to fractal spiders.
i've been seeing them bad boys for a good five or so years. Pant wetting terror at first, i got really bored though cos when they appear, they hover, move back and forth. many movements at once.very fast, glitchy looking, like they are on fast forward. thats it though. i can sometimes feel the movement, as if they have a very subtle static/energy? when you describe it hell ish T.L, i thought 'is that where i have been for the last five years' but nah, i guess i confront them, like just look directly at them, study them. like a fortean richard attenburrough 'here, these spiders hover in the corner of the eye. making the victim unsure what is happening' oone time this lattice grid appeared behind them. nothing demonic feeling though unless it happens that much that you just get used to it. Maybe these spiders are like metaphysical herpes/crabs. anyone else here saw these?
mahalo
I had a similar aya experience but it was not so much for protection. It was more learning how to handle them and remembered Stuarts old recommendation of breathing love to them which I done for 3 hours non stop. This was quite good as the demonic ghouls that came in waves were neutralised and disappeared with each breath of love. I think thats what they need.. it cures them.. and us!
Training
We used to visit a place called North Heads look out in Manly, Sydney. We would go out there about midnight to watch out for star, and UFO’s. On one visit I saw something moving in the bushes along the cliffs edge. So I stood completely motionless, and to my horror a gigantic black spider, I mean as big as me and fat, came out of the bushes. It was just standing there, I hard myself asking it , what it was and as strange as it sounds it replied “I got left behind I am hiding, waiting”, then it did a turnabout into the bushed and stayed under the cliffs edge. Now I’m pretty brave but I decided to leave the blowing up of that one to someone else. Sorry, sorry, love me, love me. It is still there last time I checked about 1yr ago. This Look Out has a lot of UFO sightings so it would be an obvious place for a lost spider to wait.
Thank you very much for sharing this , not only is it amazing, its helpful too because it shows us the importance of safety during Aya ceremonies for participants.
I have had the privilige of attending 3 ceremonies where you were present, its not just any one that can carry out this job of protecting the space, I don´t mean "specialness" here humility, diligence and compassion are required which you have.
I saw you helping and protecting, people tirelessly. I received that care too .If there is a Guardian Angel here on Earth its you.
I have a question and I welcome all answers to this, ok? I have not been on an aya journey and I've never seen the "ghouls" per say. Yes, I've seen lots of people that my feelings told me were very negative and perhaps they are possessed by "ghouls.
When I first read Stuie's writings about all this it rattled me. I felt immediately at a disadvantage since I don't see those things. Well, at that time I was a member of Deepak Chopra's forum where you can ask him questions and sometimes he posts answers. I asked him about the "ghouls", did he know if they really existed. He said that "The Universe must contain everything but it would be a good idea not to focus on them". He suggested focusing instead on love, compassion, harmony, etc., attracting more of that than the "ghouls".
Finally my question. Is is possible that with all this focus, attention, writing about, discussing the "ghouls" we are somehow giving away our power to them and at the same time attracting them closer and closer to us? It seems to me it's kind of like choosing to think about health and wholeness rather than sickness and dis-ease.
I find that when I read about the "ghouls" I experience the same level of fear I used to feel when I was warned about ending up in Hell if I wasn't a good Christian. But when I place my attention on the incredible goodness that is obvious in a lot of people and not quite so obvious in others I feel lighter and more secure.
I have a friend who tends to by a hypocondriac and really thinks she's doing me a favor by warning me about the latest virus or germ. "If you don't know you can't protect yourself" is her mantra. I recently was not vigilant in shifting my attention away from her warnings and caught a really nasty flu. Is it possible the same could be said for "ghoul" warnings or am I being naive somehow?
Thoughts anyone?
Much Love
dear martin, the 'what you focus on expands' thing is very relevant, and it sure is unhealthy to focus on doom and gloom from a fear led perspective. spiritual abc
most of us however are perceptively blind and none the wiser as to how sick our souls really are and of how the 'ghouls' are a manifestation of this sickness
its also an interdimensional thing, and not all spiritual teachings out there are taught from an interdimensional perspective. some teachings are taught from a predominantly physical perspective, some from a predominantly psychological perspective, and some from a predominantly whatever else perspective.
none are wrong, but some are more accurate than others. some teachings may get you there in a couple of years, others may take you lifetimes
through stuarts guidance i've come to find that in order to cure the sickness it is first very necessary to become aware of it so that it can be better understood, accepted on the level of feeling, and eventually healed
in healing ourselves we then become more wholly aware of our divinity and so we need not try to focus on our ideas of love because its realised as our natural reality anyway
sincerely rw
Martin,
I'm with you on the ghoul thing. I'm not into aya trips or ghouls and am not ready for them, if that is what is necessary to advance. There's enough challenge for me right now in controlling myself in the midst of 3D ghouls :)
Peace,
Trish
RW,
Now that makes perfect sense to me. Until I hit a proverbial "brick wall" way back in 1989 I was running around the world trying to become something that I thought would make me happy. Thank God I did! It took me out of the evolution I was told should be mine, one of hard religion, struggle, and elitism. Instead I took the path of conscious evolution which eventually led me to Stuie and his teachings. Whew! :-) As Maxwell Smart used to always say "Missed it by that much". hahahhaha
All of my family members have stayed on the path of fundamental religion and I have essentially been shunned by them. I've made my peace with that and Stuie played a big role in that.
I just finished reading "Grace, Gaia, and The End of Days". When I got to the part about billions of people being asphyxiated my jaw dropped! One of my first thoughts was "where could I find an oxygen tank to strap on". That's so funny! Then this morning I realized that that was just a lingering attachment to a specific outcome and didn't leave room for being open to being led to The Shimmering Door. I actually feel kind of relieved to know that this madness of humanity marching forward like drones, destroying everything in their path actually has an end to it. Anything less would just be a perpetual punishment and I don't believe in a Source that has any need to do that at all. It now seems like incredible Grace, kind of like the relief you see in a child's face when he/she is stopped from throwing a tantrum by an unconditionally loving parent.
Grace To All!
Martin
"When I got to the part about billions of people being asphyxiated" SAY WHAT??
In Indonesia where I am currently living, the book stores don't stock any of Stuart Wilde's books except, " The Trick to Money..."
Aditya,
Yes, he says that somehow the ones who don't learn how to "walk over" to another dimension will remain here and be asphyxiated. He said that a lot of animals will do ok because they can kind of shut down for long periods and survive on low oxygen. He also said that little children and warm individuals will more or less be taken out of this dimension temporarily and returned to a planet that has been more or less swept clean of Ghouls. That is, if I read him correctly.
It certainly adds some motivation to discovering the ways to simply walk out, like Carlos Castenedas did, according to Stuie anyway. I am curious though. How did Stuie and others discover this about Carlos? Fascinating! Stuie always said that life was never meant to be a struggle, just a gentle transition from one level of reality to the next. I like the idea of not having to get suffocated in order to move to a beautiful place where things work better for all concerned.
Martin
Thank you for your explanation, Martin. It makes me more motivated to fight the darkness within me viz. Anger(though it has reduced since the last time I wrote about it) and in a certain way feeling superior to other people.
I agree with you, I would like to become warm hearted now and enjoy the ghoul free world in my current state. Being aware of my faults certainly helps as I can control them as soon as I realize that they are manifesting.
I hope Stuart Wilde can write more about Carlos Castenedas here.
A lot of people fear death, understandably since we have been so misinformed about its true purpose. And once you find peace within about who you really are and where you've been since the beginning a creation and its eternal existence, you also find peace in what the now brings. You always where and always will be, now I’m not saying we are all saints. All exists that is true, my journey is of love, not all want that and that’s that. No need to be in the energy of doubt and fear regardless of what story we attach to it. I focus on what I want to achieve in this realm so that I can continue. I will succeed but I may not be here to share it. And that thought or feeling or reality (whatever you want to call it) keeps me going and walking my path. I love reading all the writings here and Stuarts teachings have allowed me to stretch, ghouls are and I am glad to know that but that’s not where I linger. I have been to aya, but don’t worry if you have not; it’s just how it is.
Keep keeping.
I feel I owe Stuart so much sometimes. His books have helped me do some much needed changes in my life....much needed. He's very much like the brother I never had. One who cares deeply and is totally committed to my highest good. There were times when my old world was falling away that reading his words seemed to be the only thing urging me onward, to never give up. If you ever read this dear Stuart please know how much I love and admire you for all you have done that is obvious to us and for all those quiet blessings you have sent us with no expectations of anything in return. I have felt them and been enriched by them.
I get a little overwhelmed sometimes with all this new information and it scares the bejezzus out of my fragile little ego sometimes, but with persistence and patience with myself I always come out the other side stronger.
Thank you so very, very much!
Master-In-Training,
Martin
I've got a question for you Stuart. I am a musician. Have been nearly all of my life. What do you see is the most useful thing musicians can be doing in these loaded times we live in?
Martin
Hi Stuart and all,
RE the information about the morph coming in and oxygen being taken out of the air for a time period - I have heard this before - different terminology, different perspective and so on but the same type of event predicted. As far out as Stuart Wilde's experiences may seem to me at times, I believe it - sometimes just because I decide to believe it, sometimes because I feel the truth of it and at other times there are experiences that authenticate it for me. I love the humor of his writings, the instruction to be warm and to love, and also scarey stuff because I need to know it. I need to know what the dangers are and what might be in me or affecting me. I'd be lost without his body of work to go to, and I thank him and his helpers so much.
Ida
Years ago (20) when my daughter was 2 she was bothered every night by what she described as demons visiting her. To give her a sence of power I finally came up with the idea to tell her that when demons came to her she was to turn them into angels. She and I decided to put love into a jar beside her bed (by sending it with our hearts). I told her that she was safe cause I had already surrounded her with my love (which I did actually visualize). At night if she was disturbed by demons she would pick up the jar and pour it out at them -and that ended her night terrors. Interestingly she told me that the leader, a woman named Iris, then became her friend and often visited her. I too had an invisible friend when I was young.
Whenever I worry for someone I visualize surrounding them and then their surroundings with love.
To Martin -
I'm not Stuart, but I believe I can shed some light on your question.
Musicians have an extremely important job of inspiration. You guys help us get through hard times.
Repetition is one of the greatest and simplest forms of mind control and is used by musicians today; except its used in a negative way.
When people listen to a song that sparks interest, they tend to listen to it again.
I always play Coldplay to heighten my perceptions and burst my way through the darkest of times.
Hope this helps,
-MK
MK,
I share your view on the potential usefulness of music. It truly is a powerful medium. Look how prevalent and pervasive it is in societies all over the planet. It makes me sad sometimes when I see how it is prostituted to lasso people's minds in commercials, political advertisements, movies, and more. I want to build a huge billboard in the sky that says "Musicians...refuse to be used by anyone who wants to control others!"
The correct combination of words and music can catapult massive amounts of people to higher perspectives or they can mow them down so low it is extremely difficult to see and feel anything beautiful. One only has to look at the gradation scale of energy created from Mozart all the way down to cruel rap music to see this.
I have a substantial client base of smooth jazz musicians from my online backing tracks business. When I email them I sometimes refer to them as muse-icians. Kind of like Phys-icians, electr-icians, etc. It helps them actually apply a useful purpose to what they are doing and see the responsibility that comes with being able to download music from the celestial worlds and translate it into something others can enjoy. Hopefully more and more of them are choosing to download loving and uplifting music.
Martin